So since I last posted there has been a little bit of developements in regards to responsibility.  About 3 weeks ago I had taken part in the Lord's table for the first time in over 7 years.  It felt good to know that my steps of faith are now in the right direction.  It's a comfort to know that I'm walking in obedience to the truth revealed to me.  This may seem trivial to some but the empty tomb is the epitome of this faith.  Life is short, we must realize how important it is to take obedience seriously and live to our Lord and savior Jesus Christ.  His tomb is empty and ours will to by faith by what He accomplished through his death on th cross for us to be reconciled to God the Father.